Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Hate is a strong word but really i wish there was a stronger one.

Really you want to know how im feeling?
Well i wish i knew how i felt, because nothing can describe what im feeling right now.

Seeing her face come to my door to do your dirty work was really the last straw.
I couldnt breathe, seeing her really just made me realise how pathetic you really are.

Shaking, crying, breathloss.. honestly why me?
What have i ever done to deserve this. All i did was love you and look what i get in return.

I never ever want to see you again.
You make me so sick.

Thursday, January 27, 2011

I wish everybody knew what a monster you are.

These things you have done are so wrong.

Making a 3 page fucking statement about you is beyond where i imagined myself.

You are putting me through hell and unfortunately im the only one that has to deal with it, honey your no angel so stop feeding people lies.
Fuck you.

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Its over. Im gone.

After everything we have been through together.
After everything you put me through.
You continue to push me away and do the same as you did last time?

You are the cruelest person alive, you have made me physically sick.
This time im not coming back.

Back to square one we go.

what a pathetic awful lie.

For once you are telling the truth.

You wish you never knew me?

Who could ever think that one simple sentence could destroy somebody.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

I need help.

These things you are telling me, saying to me, using against me arent ok.
This isnt right.
Its beyond wrong.
You need help just as much as i do.

I cant do this i just cant.

I wanna go back.

Walking along the beach together.

Even those little things i miss.