Monday, November 8, 2010

I will never stop loving you.



Those words you said, those things you did, that pain you made me feel, i hated you for. You not only broke my heart, but you ripped it out of my chest and plunged it back into my stomach.
I hated the way you broke my heart, i hated everything about you. Everytime i heard your name i would shudder at the thought of ever thinking i was in love with you. Everytime i would look back on our photos together i would get a gut sick feeling and just feel lower than ever. I promised myself i would never ever take you back, i hated who you were.
But when i thought about it i realised i was just saying and thinking those things because i wanted you back so bad, i am so in love with you that i made myself think i hated you when i didnt.
I jumped to other guys to see if i could get over you, to see if they had any aspect that you never had but i was wrong.
I still remember the day when you said "Jess you will never find another guy that loves and cares for you as much as i do." 
I will never forget that, you were so right.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Happiness is a gift well earnt






I will always have space for you in my heart no matter what.
I love you more than anything in this world.

Monday, November 1, 2010

These nights every weekend keep on getting better



Jess love's you  :)

You'll never know dear how much i love you. So please dont take my sunshine away.


Weekend with you getting rowdy as, you looked after me all night and we had a great night just cruising around town with your mates.
Once we were back at your you looked after me all night.
I laid there in your arms so close to your heart, we held each other so tight and just kept kissing each other, it felt like we were together again so i just shut my eyes and just fell straight asleep.
We snuggled till the sun rose, and had an unbelievable time together.
Do you know what woke me up? When you gently whispered "Jess i love you."
My heart melted.
I fell back asleep.
Do you know what woke me up again? When you gently whispered "Jess your beautiful."
When i sat up and looked in the mirror my hair was everywhere make up all down my face,i looked awful, i laughed and you just smiled at me.
Words will never explain my love for you.
Everyone may say we wont work out together but we are in love, we may not be officially together again but what we have right now - i never want to end.

Laura Maria McGonigal - I love you.



You are so beautiful inside and out.
Your a sister to me.
You make me laugh and smile when i feel like i have no hapiness left in me.
Your never scared to be yourself, you dont care what others think about you.
I love how you accept everyone.
You meet me at the top of my driveway to catch the bus nearly everyday without fail just so you dont have to stand by yourself. Theres not a day that i havent seen you smile.
You never complain about anything yet you let me blab on and on about my stupid boyfriend issues.
We have the best times when we are together.
Most bestfriends fight but us? we just laugh!
Your sense of humor is great you always put sunshine into my day.
You are the most loyal
 beautiful
 unique
 talented
 funny
 caring
 generous
stunning person i have ever met and i never want to lose you as a friend.
I love you my LuBear :)




You are gorgeous.




Do you know how it feels to have your heart torn apart, ripped from your chest and thrown into the bottom of the ocean over and over just by that one person?

I promised myself to never be you girlfriend again and im going to stick to it.

The hardest thing to ever do is to sit next to the person your head over heels in love with and know you cant have them.

But you are the one that brings warmth to my heart.

Ive realised wy i havent been as happy as i used to be for these past six months its because i lost you.


Now i have you back in my life i couldnt be any happier.