Theres nothing in this world..

Fuck all the drama its just a constant annoyance, everyone just wants to be happy so sort out your shit and get on with life. I was with him for 14 months of my life, you girls were with him for a few weeks, which one do you think hes going to choose? Grow up and realise im not the one to be hating, its yourself. If you do have a problem with me could you atleast come up to my face instead of yelling nasty things across a whole paddock, pretty pathetic to be honest. We will both always love each other thats just the way it is. We wont ever be able to be separated if we are boyfriend and girlfriend, mates or bestfriends we will always need each others company. If any of you are mad at me for that then fuck you. He is the only boy on this planet that can make me feel happy, beautiful, special and angelic all at the same time. To you hes a heartbreaking jerk but to me hes my first love and always will be.

I HATE YOU

What if i had a thing on the side? Made you cry? Would the rules change up or would they still apply? If i played you like a toy.. Sometimes i wish i did act like a boy.

Dear Tummy,
sorry for all the butterflies.

Dear Pillow,
sorry for all the tears.

Dear Heart,
sorry for all the damage.

Dear Brain,
you were right.

I miss you

I have had such an amazing weekend! especially last night it was so much fun. I havent seen you in about four months, ive missed you so god damn much and when i saw you my heart started racing just like it used to. When you left you took that peice of my heart with you and just being with you and waking up next to you just made me the happiest ive been in so long. We are meant to be just mates but we acted as if we were together again. I thought we could make this work and atleast try be friends but you cant. You cant do it for my sake, you think im over you because im happy? im happy because i have you. All your really doing is thinking of yourself and not at all on how much this is effecting me. I wish i didnt have to stare at this stupid screen in tears while looking at our pictures and thinking back on the memories. I really thought you werent going to give up on me again but once again i didnt think to how much this would hurt.

The thing that sucks is that i cant stop you from ripping out my heart but yet i have to sit there and watch you do it

I held onto you for a month and this is how i get repaid?
FUCK YOU YOU COLD HEARTED ASSHOLE.
You found her? ALLREDY! I hate your guts, your so nasty, thankgod i saw this side of you before i fell even more for  you because now my view on you has completely changed.
I hope you dont break her heart like you shattered mine you dick.
Fuck you for not even trying for me.

Only make promises if you promise not to break them.

"pinky promise, to never beak the promise"

We were given two hands to hold, two legs to walk, two eyes to see, two ears to listen, but why only one heart? because the other was given to someone else to find.

Walking into his room so quietly trying not to disturb him and just snuggling into his blankets with him feels incredible. Feeling his loving beating heart and body against mine, his arms wrapped so tight around me i cant even move, his hot breath on my neck gives me the goosebumps all over, his big brown eyes staring deep into mine makes him seem so scincere and perfect,  feeling him hold my chin and kiss me so sweetly until i can feel his gorgeous big smile beneath mine just makes fireworks pump through my vains. Only he knows how to give me permanent butterflies.